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10/27/2005 RECap...Hay guys..
wow its been a while right.. well lets recap whats gone on..
David cheated..
I stomped that..
we're back together and its BETTER than ever..
My truck broke.. the transmision..
I got an '01 red convertable Camero... *heck yes*
I found out I'm REAL sick.. like.. woah.. I'm not puttin it up here..
I'm on homebound for school.. and thinkin of going to AIM
hmm.. I think thats it..
8/10/2005 Hay Ya'llok guys.. so I havent written on here in a while right.. well everything is going great.. we're finally all completely unpacked.. things with Daivd are Grrrreat! I really do love that boy.. My mom's in the hospital for a blood clot n her leg that has traveled.. and then today they put something in her neck to go into her chest and they put in her arm instead so now she has TWO blood clots.. one in her neck.. stupid ppl isnt that thier DAMN effing job.. come on guys u effin went to college..
Moving on..
on the Jordan note.. they moved back.. which is great for david b'cuz he needs to spend time with his baby Keitan which Keitan turned a year on July 28th! wow.. that means david an I have been together offically WAY TO LONG.. lol.. jk.. the baby was 4 mo. when david and I got together..and now look a year.. ** I got to see Keitan!!** daivd brought him over one day and we both kinda watched him which was SO cute b'cuz it felt as if we where married.. and then my mom's in the hospital so he's been comin over after work to check up on me and spend time with me and it just feels so right b'cuz its just us in a house all by our selfs.. going to bed with each other and wakin up with each other..
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my mom is GREAT with david and I being together.. remeber when I was iffy on it.. but shes so great iwth it now. he helped us unload the Uhaul.. and that kinda won her over.. but then she found out he smokes.. ugh-oh.. but she just told him that he should quit.. but like he's going to.. maybe one day if we ever get kids.. as long as he doesnt really do it in front of me I'm fine.. and that stuff tastes NASTY.. so for all you guys out thier that smoke and then kiss your girlfriend.. eww.. think about them.. ask em about it sometime.. if they havent already told you..
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Daivd is going to go back to school so he can graduate then go into the Air Force.. I'm gonna help him all I can w/o doin his work for him.. he's the one who has to PASS the tests.. I bet him $200 he couldnt graduate with me this year.. so maybe he'll try hard to graduate with me.. that would be SO awsome.. but then he's going to go into the air force.. and the only way I can go with is if we're married.. yes I said married.. but then how am I going to go to college.. up in Nebraska or where ever.. I guess I could do that.. but we all know I'm gonna be in college for like 8 years if not more.. but i guess its do-able..
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I go to register for school on Fri.. I've been tryin for the past week.. I had to go get an afidavit so I can go to my school.. and then I went esturda and they needed my transcript.. which I had everything else but that.. so why did that count.. i went to this DUMB school untill Feb. when I moved.. but now I'm back.. only a semester .. I had my report card.. they should know how to add credits..lol. my principle said that I could work in the office the rest of the day b'cuz I only need 3 credits.. OH YEA!! slacker!!.. I only need English IV, Govern't/Eco, and a other one.. like a stupid dont mean nothing class.. but hay I'm going to go to bed.. or wait till mah baby comes back.. leave me SWEET comments!
*. Kisses .*
.*Candace*.
I Love my David!! 4/9/2005 Cute QuotesI stole these quotes from stephs Xangah.. hope ur not mad steph! luv yah~ She has everything and more, as soon as you get online, whose name do u look for first? you're not anyone special to me - you're The truth is, you could rip my heart out, bikinis ` towels ' soaking up the sun. i took a ride to the city FORCE A SMiLE ; BLiNK AWAY THE & i think to myself... why even t r y if he'll never be [[ m i n e ]] Behind that smile & those bright eyes are a thousand broken dreams...this shows you that things are never as they seem n0 mattEr h0w [[haRd]] lifE seEms so make her laugh a little and help her get through, she used to cry and no one knew. help her out and treat her right, its been a while since she smiled so bright. show her that not all guys lie, be the one to keep her tears dry. so look at her and stare into her eyes, can you even tell she is the girl who cries? can you tell shes the one who cant sleep at night , maybe she needs to be held so tight. maybe shes sad and maybe shes hurt, all because of the way she was treated like dirt <><><>love does not have to be fireworks, or butterflies. sometimes, love can come slowly and softly. love in its own time, invading your heart. it could be a stranger, or an extended hand, it all depends if you will reach out for it<><><> sometimes everything falls together when you least expect it but just when you need it to the most Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather, to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "woo hoo what a ride" friends are the most important part of your life. And no one said it was going to be easy being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up. She smiles with all she has left Someone will always be prettier. They will always be smarter. Their house will be bigger. They will drive a better car. Their childeren will do better in school .. and their husband will fix more thingsz around the house. So let it go .. and love you and your circumstances. Think about it. The prettiest women in the world can have turmoil in her heart. And the most highly favored women on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest women you know, she`sz got the car, the house, the clothes .. might be lonely. And the world says .. if have not Love, I am nothing. So, again .. love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say * I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed to be disappointed !! * Winners make things happen. Losersz let thingsz happen. Even when life's music stops playing.. Stand up for all your dreams, and reach for all your goals, Take chances... As I look back on all that's happened...Growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me,--there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly will miss you and how much I love you. The past is gone forever...and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you. For all we have meant to each other, for whatever the future holds.<3 no matter how manii times you see a shootingstar * boys will break ur heart, I'll Always Think Of You And Smile... sometimes i feel like i can`t make it you're all i can think about every minute of the day during the day at random times.. thoughts of youu fill my mind.. and i picture that smile youu gave me.. and i swear for that one second --» [ i could barely breathe ] i love <3 .. i laugh. .i live.. i CRY why can`t you come to realize that she loves you? you`re all she thinks about. dreams about. wishes for. cries for. she loves you. she needs you. Lord knows she wants you. hold her hand. kiss her lips. let her know that she`s cared for. all she wanted was you. all she loved was you. all she needed was you. she think`s you`re worth it. but she`s wrong. you`re not worth it. you`re just another boy. 4/3/2005 You asked what was wrong.. I smiled and said nothing.. then turned around and said everythingSo today is Sunday.. and we did what we ALWAYS do on sundays.. sleep.. lol.. catch up from the weekend.. Thier is nothing going on this week.. except regional b aseball games.. you guys I know I say that I'm over him but guess what.. I'm not I dont know what it is thats makin me this way.. With Trint I knew it was for the best b'cuz he cheated on me but I know he didnt.. everyone thinks they know but they dont.. i wish for once they'd understand my points of view.. but thiers no point.. i love him.. i really do.. not some stupid like high school love eaither.. but i feel so diff. when I have him in my heart.. when i think about him I just smile no reason to smile but i just do.. its just the way I felt when I was with him, or the way he looks at me and into my eyes, everything is just so right when we're together and he tells me these things.. its not me sayin them and then him turnin around and repeating them so that i think we're alike.. no he tells me and I think to myself thats how I feel.. watch he'll come back and when he does he'll come back forever.. i can tell hes hurtin.. i can hear it in his voice when we talk.. like we ever do.. lol.. but thats ok.. ne needs to do his "kid last time to be free" thing.. I understand.. hell if i didnt I wouldnt want to go out and have fun! Alrighty well I have to go do my 'Hamlet' homework.. but I'll write tom! ~in my school we seperate the rich from the rest,Those who wear rags from those who only wear the best,And in my shcool they hold assemblys for the football team, but never for the kids with diff dreams,We've got jocks, we've got smokers, red-necks and jokers, thiers a category for us all,And we strugall with our homework, our teachers and thier rules, they think we're just adolesent fools,In my school thier are some who think thier tuff as can be, but when I look in thier eyes all I see is insecurity,and in my school thier are some who wait and some who wont, some who cross the line and some who just dont,We've got rebles, mostly saints sometimes devils, you see them walkin up and down the halls,They strugal with thier girlfriends, boyfriends, and math, and they long for the bell that gets them outa class,We laugh, we cry, we fought, we fly, sometime we wonder why were here,We pass, we fail, and only time will tell if we'll ever make it threw these teen-age years,In my highschool thier are some who study for thier intrance exams,Some who just wanna play guitar in some rock n roll high band,Seniors just cant wait till for June but they dont realize we grow up way to soon.. I love that song by Blain Larsen! (My High School)~ 3/31/2005 awsome questions to let you know more about my lifeones in bold refer to me.. 001. I miss somebody right now. |
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