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10/27/2005

RECap...

Hay guys..
wow its been a while right.. well lets recap whats gone on..
David cheated..
 I stomped that..
 we're back together and its BETTER than ever..
 My truck broke.. the transmision..
 I got an '01 red convertable Camero... *heck yes*
 I found out I'm REAL sick.. like.. woah.. I'm not puttin it up here..
 I'm on homebound for school.. and thinkin of going to AIM
 hmm.. I think thats it..
 
8/10/2005

Hay Ya'll

ok guys.. so I havent written on here in a while right.. well everything is going great.. we're finally all completely unpacked.. things with Daivd are Grrrreat! I really do love that boy.. My mom's in the hospital for a blood clot n her leg that has traveled.. and then today they put something in her neck to go into her chest and they put in her arm instead so now she has TWO blood clots.. one in her neck.. stupid ppl isnt that thier DAMN effing job.. come on guys u effin went to college..
Moving on..
on the Jordan note.. they moved back.. which is great for david b'cuz he needs to spend time with his baby Keitan which Keitan turned a year on July 28th! wow.. that means david an I have been together offically WAY TO LONG.. lol.. jk.. the baby was 4 mo. when david and I got together..and now look a year.. ** I got to see Keitan!!** daivd brought him over one day and we both kinda watched him which was SO cute b'cuz it felt as if we where married.. and then my mom's in the hospital so he's been comin over after work to check up on me and spend time with me and it just feels so right b'cuz its just us in a house all by our selfs.. going to bed with each other and wakin up with each other..
***
my mom is GREAT with david and I being together.. remeber when I was iffy on it.. but shes so great iwth it now. he helped us unload the Uhaul.. and that kinda won her over.. but then she found out he smokes.. ugh-oh.. but she just told him that he should quit.. but like he's going to.. maybe one day if we ever get kids.. as long as he doesnt really do it in front of me I'm fine.. and that stuff tastes NASTY.. so for all you guys out thier that smoke and then kiss your girlfriend.. eww.. think about them.. ask em about it sometime.. if they havent already told you..
***
Daivd is going to go back to school so he can graduate then go into the Air Force.. I'm gonna help him all I can w/o doin his work for him.. he's the one who has to PASS the tests.. I bet him $200 he couldnt graduate with me this year.. so maybe he'll try hard to graduate with me.. that would be SO awsome.. but then he's going to go into the air force.. and the only way I can go with is if we're married.. yes I said married.. but then how am I going to go to college.. up in Nebraska or where ever.. I guess I could do that.. but we all know I'm gonna be in college for like 8 years if not more.. but i guess its do-able..
***
I go to register for school on Fri.. I've been tryin for the past week.. I had to go get an afidavit so I can go to my school.. and then I went esturda and they needed my transcript.. which I had everything else but that.. so why did that count.. i went to this DUMB school untill Feb. when I moved.. but now I'm back.. only a semester .. I had my report card.. they should know how to add credits..lol. my principle said that I could work in the office the rest of the day b'cuz I only need 3 credits.. OH YEA!! slacker!!.. I only need English IV, Govern't/Eco, and a other one.. like a stupid dont mean nothing class.. but hay I'm going to go to bed.. or wait till mah baby comes back.. leave me SWEET comments!
*. Kisses .*
.*Candace*.
 
 
 I Love my David!!
4/9/2005

Cute Quotes

I stole these quotes from stephs Xangah.. hope ur not mad steph! luv yah~
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She has everything and more,
Yet she still brakes down in tears at night,
I guess there really is.
more than meets the eye...
just because her eyes don't tear
d o e s n ' t , mean her heart  ; ;
doesn't cry . & just because she
comes off strong doesn't mean
there's nothing w r o n g   * ' x3

as soon as you get online, whose name do u look for first?
when a   s l o w   song comes on the radio...whose face comes to your mind first?
when you hear your phone ringing...who do u hope it is calling?
whose name makes your stomach drop when u hear it?

you're not anyone special to me - you're
just another guy so don't lead me on
especially if it's a lie leave me alone like
you've always done because you've hurt
me too much to be the right one <3

The truth is, you could rip my heart out,
throw it on the ground, and stomp all over it --
and I'd pick it up, dust it off,
and i'd give it right back to you.

bikinis ` towels ' soaking up the sun.
oceans ' beaches ` just having funn.
meetin cute boys ; out after dark * . .
summer 05 is where all the fun starts

i took a ride to the city
had to get out of this place
i just cant stand the pity
when the tears fall down my
face

FORCE A SMiLE ; BLiNK AWAY THE
TEARS iM SUPPOSED TO BE
STRONG
SUPPOSED TO HAVE NO FEARS BUT
iM FiNDiNG iT HARD NOT TO FROWN
iM SUCH A STRONG PERSON WHY AM
i BREAKiNG DOWN?

& i think to myself...
   why even t r y
   if he'll never be
      [[ m i n e ]]
 

Behind that smile & those bright eyes are a thousand broken dreams...this shows you that things are never as they seem

n0 mattEr h0w [[haRd]] lifE seEms
.. h a v E f a i t H i n U r d r E a m s
n0 mattEr h0w y0ur hEart is griEving
...... d 0 n t s t 0 p b E L i E v i n g

so make her laugh a little and help her get through, she used to cry and no one knew. help her out and treat her right, its been a while since she smiled so bright. show her that not all guys lie, be the one to keep her tears dry.

so look at her and stare into her eyes, can you even tell she is the girl who cries? can you tell shes the one who cant sleep at night , maybe she needs to be held so tight. maybe shes sad and maybe shes hurt, all because of the way she was treated like dirt

<><><>love does not have to be fireworks, or butterflies. sometimes, love can come slowly and softly. love in its own time, invading your heart. it could be a stranger, or an extended hand, it all depends if you will reach out for it<><><>

sometimes everything falls together when you least expect it but just when you need it to the most

Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather, to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "woo hoo what a ride"

friends are the most important part of your life.
treasure  the  tears,   treasure   the  laughter  ;; `'
but most  of all treasure  the  m e m o r i e s  <3

And no one said it was going to be easy
    But that doesn't mean we're gonna give up

being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up.
these are the best days of our lives ;;  the only
thing that matters is  just following your heart *
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

She smiles with all she has left
yet her tears are left undried,
though she has so much to say
she bottles it up inside.
If you look past her broken eyes
to a shadow no one sees,
a disguise so you wont recognize

     [( That girl is really me )]

Someone will always be prettier. They will always be smarter. Their house will be bigger. They will drive a better car. Their childeren will do better in school .. and their husband will fix more thingsz around the house. So let it go .. and love you and your circumstances. Think about it. The prettiest women in the world can have turmoil in her heart. And the most highly favored women on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest women you know, she`sz got the car, the house, the clothes .. might be lonely. And the world says .. if have not Love, I am nothing. So, again .. love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say * I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed to be disappointed !! * Winners make things happen. Losersz let thingsz happen.

Even when life's music stops playing..
-Never stop dancing-

Stand up for all your dreams, and reach for all your goals,
push love outta the way, cuz it'll take control.
Put yourself in charge, have good self-esteem,
and you will reach all your best dreams *

Take chances...
Tell the truth.
Date someone totally wrong for you.
Say no.
Spend all your cash.
Fall in love.
Get to know someone random.
Be random.
Say i love you.
Get angry.
Be the first to say i'm sorry.
Scare yourself at least once a day.
Sing out loud.
Smile often.
Dance in front of the mirror.
Laugh at a stupid joke.
Cry.
Get revenge.
Tell someone how much they mean to you.
Tell an asshole how you really feel.
Let someone know what they are missing.
Stalk someone.
Blackmail.
Laugh till your stomach hurts.
Live Life...

As I look back on all that's happened...Growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me,--there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly will miss you and how much I love you. The past is gone forever...and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you. For all we have meant to each other, for whatever the future holds.<3

no matter how manii times you see a shootingstar *
or how mani times u make a wish [at] 11:11    <3   .'
no matter how many coins you throw in a fountaiin 
or the number of fingers you cross  :: iif itz not  - :  
      meant   to   be,  '   it will  never happen 

boys will break ur heart,
friends will betray you
parents will seem too strict
and life might annoy you
but you should always remember that theres a purpose
for these things to be happening to us

so keep ur head up and ur spirits high
because if you don't
life will just pass you by

I'll Always Think Of You And Smile...
And be Happy For The Times I Had You With Me...
Though We Go Our Seperate Ways..I Won't Forget..
So don't Forget the Memories We Made..

Sometimes, you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile and suddenly realize, you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing he will never be yours.

sometimes i feel like i can`t make it
times qet touqh and i just can`t take
it. sometimes i feel like i won`t make
it throuqh. that`s when i thank God '
that i have friendsz like yoou. =)

you're all i can think about every minute of the day
you're everything i breathe, sleep, do and say.
at night i find myself dreaming of only you
but i can only wonder
.. do you ever catch yourself thinking of me too

during the day at random times.. thoughts of youu fill my mind.. and i picture that smile youu gave me.. and i swear for that one second --» [ i could barely breathe ]

i love <3 .. i laugh. .i live.. i CRY
and sometimes i feel like i wanna die
some days im {[funny.. others im not ___ *
sometimes im Crazy & hyper and i cant stop}}
you might love me.. you might not.

why can`t you come to realize that she loves you? you`re all she thinks about. dreams about. wishes for. cries for. she loves you. she needs you. Lord knows she wants you. hold her hand. kiss her lips. let her know that she`s cared for. all she wanted was you. all she loved was you. all she needed was you. she think`s you`re worth it. but she`s wrong. you`re not worth it. you`re just another boy.

4/3/2005

You asked what was wrong.. I smiled and said nothing.. then turned around and said everything

So today is Sunday.. and we did what we ALWAYS do on sundays.. sleep.. lol.. catch up from the weekend.. Thier is nothing going on this week.. except regional b aseball games.. you guys I know I say that I'm over him but guess what.. I'm not I dont know what it is thats makin me this way.. With Trint I knew it was for the best b'cuz he cheated on me but I know he didnt.. everyone thinks they know but they dont.. i wish for once they'd understand my points of view.. but thiers no point.. i love him.. i really do.. not some stupid like high school love eaither.. but i feel so diff. when I have him in my heart.. when i think about him I just smile no reason to smile but i just do.. its just the way I felt when I was with him, or the way he looks at me and into my eyes, everything is just so right when we're together and he tells me these things.. its not me sayin them and then him turnin around and repeating them so that i think we're alike.. no he tells me and I think to myself thats how I feel.. watch he'll come back and when he does he'll come back forever.. i can tell hes hurtin.. i can hear it in his voice when we talk.. like we ever do.. lol.. but thats ok.. ne needs to do his "kid last time to be free" thing.. I understand.. hell if i didnt I wouldnt want to go out and have fun!  Alrighty well I have to go do my 'Hamlet' homework.. but I'll write tom!

~in my school we seperate the rich from the rest,Those who wear rags from those who only wear the best,And in my shcool they hold assemblys for the football team, but never for the kids with diff dreams,We've got jocks, we've got smokers, red-necks and jokers, thiers a category for us all,And we strugall with our homework, our teachers and thier rules, they think we're just adolesent fools,In my school thier are some who think thier tuff as can be, but when I look in thier eyes all I see is insecurity,and in my school thier are some who wait and some who wont, some who cross the line and some who just dont,We've got rebles, mostly saints sometimes devils, you see them walkin up and down the halls,They strugal with thier girlfriends, boyfriends, and math, and they long for the bell that gets them outa class,We laugh, we cry, we fought, we fly, sometime we wonder why were here,We pass, we fail, and only time will tell if we'll ever make it threw these teen-age years,In my highschool thier are some who study for thier intrance exams,Some who just wanna play guitar in some rock n roll high band,Seniors just cant wait till for June but they dont realize we grow up way to soon.. I love that song by Blain Larsen! (My High School)~

3/31/2005

awsome questions to let you know more about my life

ones in bold refer to me..

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.

003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own a home.
006. I wear glasses or contacts
007. I love to play video games.**old fasioned nintendo with the duck hunter gun and everythin!! my dad finally let my sister and i have that darned thing!
008. I've done something illegal.

009. I've watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I like my handwriting.
013. I have acne-free skin.

014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been to another country.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I'm really, really smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.**I accually have had plastic surgery..*

026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning.
030. I have semi-long hair.
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
036. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
037. I like the way that I look...somewhat
038. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.

039. I know how to do cornrows.
040. I am usually pessimistic.
041. I have mood swings.
042. I think prostitution should be legalized.
043. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
044. I have cheated on a significant other.
045. I have a hidden talent.

046. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
047. I've been sexually intimate with fewer than ten people.
048. I am currently single.
049. I have kissed someone of the same sex.                                  
050. I enjoy talking on the phone...
051. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
052. I love to shop.
053. I would rather shop than eat.

054. I would classify myself as ghetto.
055. I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
056. I'm obsessed with my LiveJournal.
057. I don't hate anyone.
058. I'm a pretty good dancer.
059. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
060. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
061. I have a cell phone.
062. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
063. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
064. I have never been in a real relationship before.
065. I've rejected someone before.
066. I currently have a crush on someone.
067. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
068. I want to have children in the future.
069. I have changed a diaper before.
070. I've had the cops called on me before. or well.. maybe not..(hotel.. my 17th b-day)

071. I bite my nails.
072. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
073. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
074. I have a lot to learn.
075. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or
younger.
076. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
077. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
078. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
079. I have at least 5 away messages saved.

080. I have been rejected by someone.
081. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
082. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie.
083. I have avoided work to play on LiveJournal.
084. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
085. I enjoy country music.
086. I love my best friends.
087. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
088. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
089. i'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
090. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

091. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
092. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
093. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
094. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
095. I have dated a close friend's ex.
096. I'm happy as of this moment.
097. I have gone scuba diving.
098. I've had a crush on somebody I have never met.
099. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
100. I play a musical instrument.
101. I strongly dislike math.
102. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
103. I own and use a library card.
104. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
105. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
106. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
107. I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C."
108. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
109. I am an entirely different person around different people.
110. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.

111. I think Ramen is one of the best foods in the whole world.
112. I am suffering of a broken heart.
113. I am a nerd.
114. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
115. I am left handed and proud of it.
116. I try not to change who I am for someone.
117. My heart resides below my feet.
118. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
119. I enjoy smoothies.
120. I have had major surgery. in the past month
121. I have adopted a pet from the SPCA.
122. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
123. Some people call me by a nickname.
124. I once stole a music stand.
125. I like pumpkin pie.
126. I love NASCAR!
127. I own over 200 CDs.
128. I work 7 days a week.
129. I have mono.
130. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
131. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
132. I'm still in my PJs.
133. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places.
134. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong guys, or have them fall for me, so I can't help but reciprocate.
135. I'll try anything three times.
136. I've done drugs other than alcohol or cigarettes.
137. I'm having trouble sleeping.
138. I am a cuddler.
139. I like John Waters films.
140. I have made a pornographic videotape.
141. Sloth is my favorite deadly sin.
142. One of my boobs is bigger than the other though not noticed by others.
143. I know all the words to the "Firefly" theme song.
144. I am abnormally obsessed with all things Buffy/Angel!!!
145. I love comfort food.
146. I'm a right-winged conservative Christian, and proud of it.
147. I'm Catholic.
148. I can walk a mile without feeling like I'm going to die
149. I am a college student.
150. I like to cook.
151. I hate vacuuming with a passion.
152. I'm addicted to photography and picture frames.

153. I have performed in the Rocky Horror Picture show.
154. I generally get along with my parents.
155. I like Shakespeare.
156. I like to sing.
157. I'll take the Pepsi Challenge any day, and STILL pick Coke!
158. I have things that I want to say to people, but I won't/can't because I don't want to hurt/be hurt by them.

159. I'm not "mainstream" when it comes to religion.
160. I've counted down the days until the summer.
161. I've fulfilled someone's dare at a party or gathering.
162. I challenge people to duels, and when I do, I mean it.
163. I was pigeon-toed at one point in my life.
164. I love Digimon and wear goggles to school.
165. I have been to an anime convention.
166. I constantly have my head in the clouds daydreaming.
167. I am addicted to roleplaying.
168. I was in labor for 30 hours with no pain medication.
169. I own more than three items of vinyl clothing.
170. I read hardcore Christian Bible Tracts because I think they're funny.
171. I hate to drive.
172. I'm unemployed but would rather sit on my butt and play video games than look for a job.
173.I come from a southern, highly religious family and have chosen to keep a major part of my life secret from my family for now.
174. I have a serious taste for older men.
175. I had a happy childhood.
176. I have an unhealthy obsession with certain child actors.
177. I am an only child.
178. I have more than five different lotions on my desk right now.
179. I have a more active online social life than IRL.
180. Sometimes, I actually like my job.
181. I love animals, and have had at least one pet.
182. I love writing letters.
183. I haven't had sex with a lot of people, but I've had a really wide range of sexual experiences with those few.
184. I don't bleed, I percolate.
185. I sleep the entire day but am awake all night long.
186. My two children were born in the same month.
187. I like the taste of blood.
188. I do not know how to swim.
189. I know how to shoot a gun!
190. I am currently pregnant with my first baby!
191. I flew to another state when I was underage without asking/ telling my parents.
192. I've experienced natural childbirth.
193. I am a HUGE "Sex and the City" fan.
194. I am currently experiencing physical pain.
195. I've lost time at work this week because my car was encased in an ice flow.
196. I'm looking for a new job that I actually like.
197. I am OCD about at least one thing.
198. I have a child named after a fictional or mythological character.
199. I have a pet named after a fictional or mythological character.
200. I have been paid money for my art.
201. I never ever tan. At all.
202. I still have at least one hobby that I had when I was a kid.
203. I can't stand to be around most of my family

204. I have at least one plush toy that I think is cool but others find strange.
205. I am an avid Simpson and Family Guy fan!
206. I've lied about something on this quiz.
207. I've signed credit card slips using fake names.
208. I'm a BAND GEEK!
209. I am often frustrated by people, in general.
210. I arrange my DVD's in alpabetical order.
211. I arrange my CD's in alphabetical order.

212. While taking this quiz you thought that at least 47% of the questions were dumb

 

Candace Nicole

Occupation
Interests
I'm a brunette
I have Olive Green eyes
I Love the color PINK!
I'm 5'2.. but hay I love it!


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